I receive many personal messages each week and unfortunately I cannot reply to all of them. As my YouTube channel has grown considerably in the last year, if I spent my time replying to everyone who wrote me, I would have no time to actually make videos, let alone care for and spend time with my family.
While the creator-viewer relationship inherent in YouTube often makes you feel close to someone, please remember that we are strangers, and while you may know a little about me, I know nothing about you.
I cannot recommend any individual therapists or treatments.
I have made several video resources about pursuing diagnosis, because this is the most common question I get asked about. Check out this playlist.